Patience
Only We And Our Words Are Over Produced By Influence
I'm Only Asking If You Remember
Remember
I've Been Trying To Get Back To The Center
I'm Sure Its Not Like What It Was Before
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
i'm bored, i've got NOTHING to do. come to think of it, i do have stuff to do but... NAWH, too lazy to. :D
to kill this boredom, i've decided to blog. about what? i have no idea. heck, just talk cock.
the fasting month hasn't been kind to me, its totally messing with my brain. for one, my sleep's disrupted every oh-so-often just for sahur. disrupted sleep's not good at all. for one, you'd be all grumpy and its not good for one's health at all. no that i'm holding a grudge, but its getting on my nerves. speaking of disrupted sleep, its always my dad who wakes me up when its at home. and i totally hate the way he does it, BLOODY IRRITATING, i swear upon my ripe and neglected balls (!!!). he'd try to pronounce my name all arabic-like and it'd piss me off, big time. eh, maybe its effective ah. cos i wake up at the first call but just pretend that i can't hear at all. oh yeah, sleep. i've been lacking lots of it. its hard for me to fall asleep without certain things. i think i'm gonna have a major migrane from all of this. ): and during this time of year, i've to push aside this vice which is a real task. everytime before i go to sleep, i'd jerk off (heck, my blog, no harm being honest) and i can't sleep if i don't. and i try bloody hard not to. the only remedy is to turn on my iPod and listen to some slow&soft songs which would put me to sleep. actually, me without wanking would be a good thing (i think) for one, no more acne! two, i'd be less horny (i think)
heck, i can't wait for all of this to be over. i'd get a really good reward, new clothes and MOOLAH :D i've already got a plan, but i don't feel like listing it out (haha) aa-nyway, r/c drifing is bloody cool la. watching the vids makes me grow even more impatient
okay, enough from me. enjoy steve perry's voice (:
Heartbeat's slowing, pains are growing 12:49 PM
Sunday, September 24, 2006
ugh, its the fasting month now. NOT FUN fasting month is the equivalent of a very restricted month, lemme list the things i can't do -eat -drink -watch tv (no sex scenes) -wank -curse/swear (oh my, hard to refrain from doing)
eh, i know there's more. but i can't seem to recall. anyway, the fasting month isn't that bad la. for one, i get to save money! :D shiok, can buy new clothes. and i'm getting my r/c machine in 2 weeks time, more shiok!
Looking in your eyes Praising every moment because you're my only light Reading through stares at your passion that bears me now Shedding no little tears The silence scares us more than leaving could
Waiting by your side Knowing every moment is closer to your flight Upset with the past, but it's all that holds us now Believing no lies, telling each other we'll be fine forever
But I'll wait I could never leave those beautiful eyes I know you're sorry I know what you must be going through And I feel sorry for you
Heartbeat's slowing, pains are growing 6:31 PM
Friday, September 22, 2006
i think i've got a brain tumor or something, i keep hearing stuff creepy i think i've got gum disease as well, my tooth/gum hurts and i kind of brush that area really hard to make it bleed on purpose. who knows, it might help
Cornered, with my back against the wall The lights are dimming by the minute Can someone call my other self Let them know I'll be just fine Cornered with my back against the wall The lights are dimming by the minute Can someone call my other self Let them know I'll be just fine
Start back at start so I know where to go We've made it this far, no turning back now Six days and all I can think about, Six days and all I can think about is you Start back at start so I know where to go We've made it this far, no turning back now Six days and all i can think about, Six days and all i can think about is you
Heartbeat's slowing, pains are growing 3:53 PM
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
haven't been blogging for quite some time. so yeah, here i am, with nothing to blog about...
okay, not entirely nothing i think i'm gonna put cycling on hold and like pick up R/C drifting heck, its cheaper anyway and its as close as i can get to driving a car. geryll brought me to this R/C shop in town yesterday and it was kind of small ah. but i already saw what i wanted in their display from outside well, 2 actually. there was a Nissan Silvia replica on a TT-01 chassis and a Rally Suzuki Swift replica on an M chassis. both cost the same $150, basic price. but they raced up to $300 with the controller and battery add-ons. oh yeah, i forgot to mention that they run on batterties, not kerosene kerosene's kind of like to kick-ass for me, since i'm new. talked with my parents and it kind of went good, better than their reaction to the Kona bike i can't wait to start drifting man
A Poodle Story
Roses are red, Violets are blue Honey is sweet, so are you
Heartbeat's slowing, pains are growing 11:18 AM
Saturday, September 16, 2006
i've got a killer neck-ache and staying at home all the time sucks where's your friends when you need 'em most?
I LOVE CHIODOS! :D
Ignoring what we felt Overlooking what we've done No awkward silences No hiding any truths
Heartbeat's slowing, pains are growing 11:25 PM
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
hey there, sorry for neglecting my blog for some time, didn't really have the mood to blog. you know what i think? i think that blogging should be done on a driven basis. as in, the blogger blogs only when he/she wants to. actually, i don't really have the mood to blog right now. i'll blog later
2nd Post
okay, i'm back and blogging. i kind of hate the holidays, i think they're over-rated. okay, maybe not really over-rated. the thing is, holidays are uber boring when you've got absolutely nothing to do. where's andy lee when you need him? and bee-yotch, i am not into your baby oh my son, my laptop is on fire. hold on, lemme switch "on" the aircon... okay, done. WAH FUCK, the people upstairs are renovating again. i swear, its damn irritating. speaking of which, they've been irritating since the 1st day they moved in; the dude who sleeps in the room above mine smokes and the ashes drop on my window sill which in turn gets me into trouble nigga. another thing, they've got this incense burning which STINKS WORSE THAN HELL, i swear! and they almost stole my cat from me. see lah! kaninah....
okay, back to the holidays. its not really that bad la, since i've got cable tv. star movies has got these movies that kick ass. but then, there're those really corny movies which are really stupid. you can tell they've been directed and praised by patriotic rednecks. i hate these kind of people, they're damn bloody stupid emphasis on stupid please. heck, enough of that. the holidays aren't that bad when i've got something to do. namely, hanging out with friends hell, better than staying at home doing nothing other than listening to my parents nag. but what would make my holiday a real holiday IS FOR THAT FUCKING BITCH TO QUIT DRILLING. oh my son, damn irritating. okay, what would really make it sweet if for my ma to get me that Kona mountain bike and a Nintendo DS Lite that i've always wanted no liz, i'm not gonna save up for it.
okay, i've been planning to give my room a makeover for some time and the only thing that's been accomplished is the new paint job. now al that's left is new furniture. and just when the timing is right, IKEA sent us their 2007 catalogue. now i can commence my planning. and i've beem flipping through the pages like a maniac, EVERYTHING in the catalogue looks gorgeous. oh yeah, my room's makeover is gonna revolve around the Black, Grey and White colour scheme. NO MORE WOOD FINISHES, ITS DRIVING ME NUTS. i really wanna get rid of my old furniture, looks damn gh3y, and replace them with NEW IKEA FURNITURE. here's what i need to complete this makeover;
SOLSTA sofa-bed, $199 sofa-beds are damn cool, they're a sofa in the day and a bed in the night. a place the hang, slack and sleep. how convenient :D
STOLMEN storage system, $519 this storage system is more like an exposed cupboard with drawers, shoe rack and clothes rail. but this isn't complete, i need add-ons STOLMEN post, $55 STOLMEN clothes rail, $6 STOLMEN mounting fittings (6), $12 STOLMEN shelf (3), $45 KASSETT box, $25 SLUGIS box (3), $12
okay, the moment of truth, the total adds up to... $1112.90 oh my, this will take some time to save up.
oh yeah, good news, i finally registered myself for them French classes. school's gonna be a blast now (:
10 THINGS/PERSON I WANT HERE RIGHT NOW:
1)That-special-someone 2)Moolah 3)Kway Teow Goreng 4)BEN&JERRY'S Magic Brownies 5)Mummy to be back to her old self 6)Grow at least a forehead taller than she-knows-who 7)Final episode of The Triangle 8)District-13 DVD 9)My 1st Albert 10)I wanna make-out
10 THINGS/PERSONS I WANT IN FUTURE:
1)Speak French so well, that I can curse & swear 2)Room makeover 3)Whites-free head 4)A Girlfriend-cum-Wife 5)New threads 6)iPod Hi-Fi 7)Visit/stay in France 8)Near-buff body 9)Class 2&3 driver's license 10)My own ride
Back in school they never taught us what we needed to know Like how to deal with despair or someone breakin your heart For twelve years I've held it all together but a night like this is beggin to pull me apart I remember I kept thinking that I know you never would And now I know I want to kill you like only a best friend could As if it happening wasn't enough I got to go and write a song just to remind myself how bad it sucked Ignore the sun, covers over my head Wrote a message on my pillow that says "Jesse, stay asleep in bed"
Heartbeat's slowing, pains are growing 12:23 PM
Saturday, September 09, 2006
hello there, sorry for not blogging whole-heartedly as of late sorry la, no mood
okay, today... went over to school in the morning to register for French 101 classes, but fucked up ah. the registration process is fucking complicated, i seriously hate it. and i still have yet to register for it. this is really irritating, i seriously want to learn French. FRENCH IS HOT, i swear. imagine, hooking up a girl using French. but not every single girl will melt at the mere mention of the sweet, sweet language. not everyone is refined.
later on, saw the competiton cyclists preparing for SACA lucky bastards. i fucking wanna participate la, but my mom still refuses to get me a bike. heck, the moment she saw them preparing, i act sulk abit to make her feel guilty she best be feeling guilty, dipshit i really have big plans in cycling. and everytime i see a real cyclist cycle past, i'd oggle and get all jea-lust i get an erection at the thought of cycling.
i feel like talking about what's going on in my mind. since i want to, i'd like to express my hate for a certain car manufacturer hint, hint! its KOREAN no offence to koreans, i just hate that manufacturer, not koreans. i feel as though every car that they've made should be pelted endlessly with bird poo along with those who drive them as well. it'd be better if it was pigeon poo, poison.
okay, enough blogging for now.
I did everything, you did to me, to you But I'm out of ammunition So I'll take these words and fire them into your chest Find a new place for them to rest Sieze up your insides, tearing your flesh Open up and let them in
I'll write your name across the wall With all the blood that spills from my heart Break my limbs and strech my skin Until my hands can reach across the floor Feel for this pile of broken glass I'll hand you the sharpest one To place it right in my back
Heartbeat's slowing, pains are growing 11:15 AM
MUNIR
Known too as Muneh
2nd September 1989, The Best Date Yet
Music, I Dig
Friends, I Adore
Restrictions, I Abhor
Hot girls, I Search High-And-Low For
Ngee Ann Polytechnic, A Place Where I Seek "Something More"
